i'm sitting here in my room, looking out the window to see the blurry lights falling on those walls. sunset is coming close. and this feeling has just come as sudden as it has never warned me before. i guess i'm missing you more than anything on earth, at least for the moment.
watching you sleep and seeing the peaceful look on your face was a pleasant thing that made my morning sweeter than any other mornings. i was and i am now overwhelmed by the feeling of missing you already, though i haven't been gone anywhere far. i looked at you carefully so this bad brain of mine could have enough time to remember it all - the way your hair stands, the way your eyebrows look like when you talk, the way you laugh, and how your eyes play along with your emotions. everything comes perfectly harmonious in this you of mine.
time now becomes something luxury and fancy and too expensive for me to buy. "never count the days but let the days count." but i can't help noticing it's july already. the farewell is coming close. and i need to know how much time i have left to treasure, how i am supposed to live these 19 days ahead, and how i'm going to make you happy as much as this ability of mine can.
being with you makes my brain either quite or excited. i don't have to invent any weird unhappy thought, sometimes. or i will end up getting inspired by your ambitious self. everything you've said makes this bad brain start working again to get this self back to the right track. the way you are eventually makes me smile out of craps. bad world floats away leaving me happiness and joy.
this is the sweetest feeling i have ever felt.
thank you, summer.
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